deep inside of you

i can't imagine how much more i could possibly adore you.

i've got the cure for you

♥

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i've been this way with so many before...
but this feels like the first time.

honest.

aim snap fall

aside from the fact that it's way too soon to be planning our lives out... promises and forevers scare me. and they probably always will from here on out.

people hurt people all the time. without meaning to, or realizing it. people fall in love thinking... 'this is it... i want this person for the rest of my life', and yet feelings change. that's life. that's love. i've lived and loved and lost. i wouldn't have had it any other way, because here i am... in love again, happier - not only in my relationship - but in pretty much every single aspect of my life, than i have ever been before.

but i know what i want... and what i want is right here with you.

one promise i can make full well knowing i will not break it, is that no matter what... i will always be here for you. i will always try. i will always be your friend at the very least. don't ever forget it.

engine heart

when we initially started talking, i had doubts because of the age difference.
when we started hanging out, i had doubts because you didn't want anything serious.
when we started being exclusive, i had doubts because you hadn't let go of the past.
now that you're mine, i have no doubts at all.

i can't get enough of you.
when you're lying next to me, i can't be close enough to you.

i don't care what you say, you're perfect... for me.

fear and loathing

i believe in equality. i believe that everyone is entitled to feel how they feel, believe what they believe, and love who they want to love. i believe that there is nothing wrong with anyone's religious beliefs.

however, i also believe that there's a difference between having opinions and beliefs, and shoving them down people's throats in an attempt to "save" or "change" that person.

i have a news flash for you... NO ONE CHOOSES TO BE HETEROSEXUAL, therefore... NO ONE CHOOSES TO BE GAY, LESBIAN, QUEER, TRANSGENDERED, etc. if you were treated like shit, made fun of, considered an "abomination", made death threats against, bullied, beaten up for being heterosexual, don't you think you would change that part of yourself IF you could? there are people all over this world being put down and made to feel like a piece of shit or a birth defect, simply because of who they love. teens are committing suicide more and more because they just can't handle the pressures of society and the bullying they are enduring. how could anyone possibly believe that any of us CHOOSE this? it's fucking ridiculous.

we are all human beings. there are billions of us in this world. don't you think it would be pretty fucking boring if we all believed in the same thing? if we all were heterosexual? if we were all christian/hindu/buddhist or whatever religion? open your fucking minds. educate yourselves.

all yours

everytime i look at you, i have to remind myself that you're finally mine.

but you are

you're so worth it.

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