italian lunches
lazy day
breakfasts in bed
spooning
daisy the horse
infinite trail rides
perfect moments
the freshest sushi ever
candlelit baths
endless picture taking
delicious champagne
keepsake cork
floor bed of pillows
wolf blass
romantic movies
swiss chalet
falling asleep in eachother's arms before the clock strikes midnight... ♥
at the beginning of this weekend, i was in tears... terrified that we might not spend our anniversary together, or even worse... that you would leave. but we made it through and over another obstacle. we held eachother's hands and found a way to work it out, like we always do.
part of me will always be terrified, because i have everything i've ever wanted and there is no guarantee that i will have it forever. but i know that i will never give up fighting or trying. i'd do anything for you and that is one thing that will never change. no matter what, even if it hurts.
thank you for the best 2 year celebration i could've asked for. and for the best, hardest, easiest, most worth it 2 years of my life. thank you for being you. thank you for understanding me (most of the time, i know i don't always make it easy). thank you for appreciating me and recognizing the things that no one else does. thank you for always catching me when i fall. thank you for always being honest. thank you for always making me laugh hysterically even when i feel like crying until i run out of tears and dehydrate myself. thank you for being my bestest best friend. thank you for loving me. thank you for falling in love with me.
now & forever baby girl.
Showing posts with label for keeps. Show all posts
Showing posts with label for keeps. Show all posts
12/13/09
12/1/09
if it kills me
you're far from perfect...
but at the end of the day, i know you'll be there.
waiting to listen.
waiting to comfort.
waiting to understand.
i still believe you're the one for me.
and i'm pretty convinced now that nothing will ever change that.
but at the end of the day, i know you'll be there.
waiting to listen.
waiting to comfort.
waiting to understand.
i still believe you're the one for me.
and i'm pretty convinced now that nothing will ever change that.
11/5/09
9/15/09
the words they use so lightly, i only feel for you ♥
love is...
being sick of her, yet missing her the moment she's out of sight.
waking up every morning feeling brand new.
it's when you'd rather face all of your greatest fears,
feel all the emotions you're afraid to feel.
it's when you'd be perfectly content if it was just you and her.
it's when you're constantly terrified she could leave you,
but you trust her enough and believe in your love enough,
to know it'll never happen.
being sick of her, yet missing her the moment she's out of sight.
waking up every morning feeling brand new.
it's when you'd rather face all of your greatest fears,
feel all the emotions you're afraid to feel.
it's when you'd be perfectly content if it was just you and her.
it's when you're constantly terrified she could leave you,
but you trust her enough and believe in your love enough,
to know it'll never happen.
7/14/09
6/17/09
morphine
some days i am so numb to it all.
some days i feel as if i could step out into the street and i wouldn't feel the impact of a car slamming into me.
some days i wish and wish and wish.
some days i feel lucky.
some days i miss you.
some days i hate you.
some days it all seems so hard.
some days i don't care.
but every day i love you.
every day i smile for you.
breathe because of you.
some days i feel as if i could step out into the street and i wouldn't feel the impact of a car slamming into me.
some days i wish and wish and wish.
some days i feel lucky.
some days i miss you.
some days i hate you.
some days it all seems so hard.
some days i don't care.
but every day i love you.
every day i smile for you.
breathe because of you.
6/15/09
6/11/09
6/10/09
hysteric
i trust you whole-heartedly.
but even the tiniest hint of a threat (although i know she's not, at all) is enough to make me sick to my stomach.
i have everything i've ever wanted, and that makes me even more terrified to lose it all.
but even the tiniest hint of a threat (although i know she's not, at all) is enough to make me sick to my stomach.
i have everything i've ever wanted, and that makes me even more terrified to lose it all.
6/9/09
6/3/09
a perfect fit
there's nothing to say when it comes to you and i.
i watch relationships, people around us fall apart... and i look at you and instantly feel like i am the luckiest girl on the planet.
i watch relationships, people around us fall apart... and i look at you and instantly feel like i am the luckiest girl on the planet.
5/31/09
wonderwall
you are my solid ground.
my safety.
my soul.
sometimes it all blurs together... i feel like i'm spinning and i can't remember how to catch my balance. i feel angry, used, unappreciated. i put all my weight against you.
above all, i want you to know how lucky i feel every day...
waking up to those beautiful blues and the most gorgeous smile i've ever seen.
you make me feel whole when i am broken and fragile.
you make me feel as though i am worthy and deserving.
you give me the air, the wings to fly.
i am so in love with you.
my safety.
my soul.
sometimes it all blurs together... i feel like i'm spinning and i can't remember how to catch my balance. i feel angry, used, unappreciated. i put all my weight against you.
above all, i want you to know how lucky i feel every day...
waking up to those beautiful blues and the most gorgeous smile i've ever seen.
you make me feel whole when i am broken and fragile.
you make me feel as though i am worthy and deserving.
you give me the air, the wings to fly.
i am so in love with you.
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