5/31/09
wonderwall
my safety.
my soul.
sometimes it all blurs together... i feel like i'm spinning and i can't remember how to catch my balance. i feel angry, used, unappreciated. i put all my weight against you.
above all, i want you to know how lucky i feel every day...
waking up to those beautiful blues and the most gorgeous smile i've ever seen.
you make me feel whole when i am broken and fragile.
you make me feel as though i am worthy and deserving.
you give me the air, the wings to fly.
i am so in love with you.
cold, cold water
i saddled up my pony right
& rode into the ghostly night
it was wide, wide open, wide, wide open
i left the only home i knew
i stayed alive and i found you
now i take you where the water's deep
& make the air you breathe so sweet
but is it not enough to be complete? please?
let me give you everything you need, please?
we found a way, we found a street
directions sweat under the sheets
& i let you have it, let you have it
but it can be a lonely place
desire comes, desire fades
there's a bright one caught your fancy eye
it's okay so long as you stay mine
& i'm so number one that it's a shame, a shame
that you let other numbers in the game
now i suffer for your hungry eye
oh why must it see more than mine?
it's a light you're after, 'cause light moves faster
but when i ride again into the night
my torch will shoot flames strong and violent
& my absence will remind you of
how tough it is to be in love
& it's not what i think it's what you say, hey
& it works great for you to have your way, hey
but if the west can be a desperate place
you search all day for just a taste
of the cold, cold water, cold, cold water
& if you think i've gone too long
listen the sky will sing this song
as it burns up all the memories
that flow like water out of me