paperweight

i've been this way with so many before...
but this feels like the first time.

honest.

aim snap fall

aside from the fact that it's way too soon to be planning our lives out... promises and forevers scare me. and they probably always will from here on out.

people hurt people all the time. without meaning to, or realizing it. people fall in love thinking... 'this is it... i want this person for the rest of my life', and yet feelings change. that's life. that's love. i've lived and loved and lost. i wouldn't have had it any other way, because here i am... in love again, happier - not only in my relationship - but in pretty much every single aspect of my life, than i have ever been before.

but i know what i want... and what i want is right here with you.

one promise i can make full well knowing i will not break it, is that no matter what... i will always be here for you. i will always try. i will always be your friend at the very least. don't ever forget it.

engine heart

when we initially started talking, i had doubts because of the age difference.
when we started hanging out, i had doubts because you didn't want anything serious.
when we started being exclusive, i had doubts because you hadn't let go of the past.
now that you're mine, i have no doubts at all.

i can't get enough of you.
when you're lying next to me, i can't be close enough to you.

i don't care what you say, you're perfect... for me.