honest

if i've done anything wrong... if i've said something...
i just wanna know it.

i'm the furthest thing from a perfect friend or human being.

i just wanna know why i'm not good enough.

i will never be the friend who sugar coats and pretends like everything's fine.
i will never be the friend who will accept that you're 'happy' with throwing away your life.
i will never be the friend to say things behind your back that i am too coward to say to your face.
i will never lie about my feelings.

and i will never back down or quit on you.

so why is it so easy to ignore me, ditch me, forget about me?