7/25/14
7/9/14
summertime sadness
- only one of my friends in brampton has made an effort to hang out with me. after over a year of living away from home, i guess i was silly to think anyone missed me.
- after applying to over approximately 70 jobs, i finally landed a part time position at pet valu. the store was sold to a new owner, who has cut my shifts down from 5 to 1 per week.
- i am $900 in my overdraft and literally have no money to do anything at all.
- i have gained back all of the weight i lost while working out with seth and more.
- my CD player AND my TV have stopped working properly, conveniently when i have no money at all to fix either.
- yet another one of my friends has decided to take off on me.
i realize i'm just feeding into my sadness, but i'm honestly having the worst summer of my entire life. i thought this summer would be amazing because i wasn't going to be in school like last summer, and i was so sure i would land a job instantly that would provide me with at least enough money to be able to do fun things this summer.
i just want to go to sleep and not wake up until it's time to go back to school.
- after applying to over approximately 70 jobs, i finally landed a part time position at pet valu. the store was sold to a new owner, who has cut my shifts down from 5 to 1 per week.
- i am $900 in my overdraft and literally have no money to do anything at all.
- i have gained back all of the weight i lost while working out with seth and more.
- my CD player AND my TV have stopped working properly, conveniently when i have no money at all to fix either.
- yet another one of my friends has decided to take off on me.
i realize i'm just feeding into my sadness, but i'm honestly having the worst summer of my entire life. i thought this summer would be amazing because i wasn't going to be in school like last summer, and i was so sure i would land a job instantly that would provide me with at least enough money to be able to do fun things this summer.
i just want to go to sleep and not wake up until it's time to go back to school.
6/2/14
5/14/14
5/12/14
4/22/14
nothing
living away from home provided an extra reason as to why i never saw or talked to my "best friends". now that i'm home, i'm only reminded of how unimportant i am to them.
i'm so tired of being alone.
i'm so tired of reaching out to and doing things for others, only to be forgotten and left behind by almost everyone i care about.
at this point, i'd honestly rather be stressed out with homework.
i'm so tired of being alone.
i'm so tired of reaching out to and doing things for others, only to be forgotten and left behind by almost everyone i care about.
at this point, i'd honestly rather be stressed out with homework.
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